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aprilrain  

Aprilrain

Please God, help me to understand and b a better person. I feel as though, I am being punished for all my sins here on earth. It's been 1 struggle after another, for the past 2 yrs. My mother and father raised me to have good morals and respect. Somewhere during my adult life...I feel that I have done something terribly wrong 2 make my life turn out 2 b such a lonely and sad person. As soon as I start working on one problem..bam...I"m back in my rut of sadness and I jus give up. At many times, I feel( like I jus don't have the strength to endure any more.) I used to b a strong person and not many things got in my way in which I could not handle. I survied a very abuse 12 yr marriage, took my 2 children and ran. My children an I were treated badly by my ex. physically, verbably. I kno it's in the past, the physical scars r gone, but the other forms of his abuse(are very hard to get ovr.) I am havin a very hard time with my nerves at this time and getting bck out in public. I don't even care if I brush my hair. I used to not b like this: No-one evr calls, unless it's some collection agency. Economic and hard times have taken a toll on some of my family an me. I kno I am not the only one. Being sick and anti-social is a terrible feeling. I feel that I cannot trust anyone anymore. Living in fear is horrible. it will take me awhile to get to feeling better and start my daily walks again. It happens 2 me a lot. I don't need to put myself down...and drift to far off the shore....it's jus too hard 4 me to swim bck. What is happening to our country? Sometimes ppl can b so rude. Maybe I deserve it. Please Lord help ...so I can help others an my family. Aprilrain
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sugarpiehoneybun  

Help with illness, ge a friend, lonely or depressed i will be there for you!

I wanted to encourage all of you today! I am here for you no matter what circumstance you might find yourself in. I hope that you will know that I will be your friend and help you on any way that I can! I know what it is like to not know where to turn? Who to talk to or who to trust? I also am available to steer you on the right direction should you be sick and not know what is wrong with you. I am a nurse and a good diagnatitian! I created this word myself because if you can tell me your symptomd and signs and hoe long you have been suffering with your problem I am good at telling you what is wrong. About 95% accurate and better them I can advise you what tests and the right doctor to seek. I am also a medical tech. Call on me if you need me! God speed!
Lori
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Anonymous  

I am having a lot of problems

I am 27 years old and I am unemployed. I have no friends and have never dated. I have trouble getting out of the house to find work or to be around others in order to make friends. I feel like I am at the bottom of a deep pit. I do not know what to do or where to go for help. I have tried asking a few churches in my area but they never responded. I get very lonely and depressed often. I have another problem but can't talk about it now.

I did a google search and found this site and thought I would try this. Thanks.

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Anonymous  

I am invisible.

I wanted to just draw and write, but knew I wasn't good enough to make it. I graduated high school because it was the "right thing to do". I wen to college to become a teacher because it was the "right thing to do." I had no help or counceling. I find myself 10 years later in the same situation I was when I left my parent's house. I've been applying at different places every day for two weeks straight. Every day I hear no, every day people don't call back, every day people aren't hiring. But it isn't just two weeks, it's bee since I was 17. And as I read the messages of those around me, I find I am not alone, and yet I am completely alone. We are in a puddle of loneliness. We are a group of people that has been ditched. I speak three languages and went to school, why won't anyone hire me? How the hell am I going to pay rent and buy food?

Life is suffering. Life is nothing but suffering.
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ezduzitjoey  

patience, patience, patience

Hello out there, boy oh boy am I burnt out. I have been running around like a chicken with his head lopted off. I am hungry, lonely, and tired, what's a guy to do ? I have been shopping the past few days getting stuff for an apartment I don't have yet. It is just in limbo until this program called HPRP gets aproval to pay my security deposit,first months rent and turn on the utilities. This process takes roughly 30 days and I am growing impatient. I have waited 17 months, a few day shouldn't matter but I find myself just ready and everyday stuff seems to piss me off more than usual. Anyway I know I am whinning, but heh at least I can do it hear instead of bothering some stranger on the bus.LOL Well I have to go for now because I need to fill out an application for a job working for the federal government, wish me luck. EZDUZITJOEY (:
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drvn4fun  

NOW no cable ? H E L P ! !

Here we go... another day without transportation and stuck in the house....alone. Anow my digital cable isn't working and they can't get out here til monday afternoon. Poor Grandma...what you gonna do? CLEAN your house!

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lonelyinmo  

Introducing myself

Hello. this is my first post. i joined because i get very tired of  being lonely,and having no one to talk to. I'm 64,disabled due to fall in "89". i won't go into details,but i now live with bone infection in my ankle.  Since the accident,i've developed bone on bone in both knees,and degenerating bone in hips. i use walker and wheelchair in home,and rarely get outside in the last 2 yrs. except to see Drs. I live in small town,andexcept for lady who comes 1-2 hrs M-F there is no one else i see on any regular bases...soooooo,i found this site some how,and my hopes are to find and make friends,that if nothing else who would like to say hi,and how are you. heres hoping. have a nice day.

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lonelyinmo  

About lonelyinmo

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unpickedflower  

About unpickedflower

I am a single parent. Never married. struggled all my life looking for love and acceptance. Never found it and finally accepting that i never will. Its ok now. However it's hard for me to catch a break. Struggling alone all my life. I am again in a situation where my kids and i will be headed for a shelter for the third time in our lives. I thought I made it through but now the taxes on our home have advertised and up for sale to whoever bids. We will be out of hear by the end of September and haven't got a place to go. Can't find money anywhere. If I could just get a loan for $6000. It would be the best thing that could happen in our lives. It would be paid back no later than March of 2011. I am destitute! please someone help save us. I haven't told my children yet because i don't want them to be as frightened as I am. The loneliness and nights filled with horror because of feelings of unanswered prayers.

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cherriepie  

About cherriepie

 I AM FREAKING OUT!!!  I am suposed to go to see my about 3000 miles away and I alreday bought my ticket there thinking that my car accident settlement would have gone through by now but of corse it didnt! I asked all my family for a $500 loan (though i needed more than that) and none of them have it or so they say.  I even told them i would sign a contract and provide a statment from my Lawyer handling the cast and I even said I would pay them substantial intrest.  I don't know what to do!  I'm suposed to be leaving in less than 2 weeks and I am not even going to have money for food on the 3 day bus trip!  I came on here because I had no one else to talk to, I am not asking for anything or even expecting a responce.  I just hate my bad luck! It just seems like I will never catch a brake!

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ChristinaDK  

About ChristinaDK

Hi, my name is Christina, I'm 21 and from Copenhagen, DK

Two months ago, I broke up with my boyfriend. It was one of the most difficult things I have ever done, because he was also my closest friend, and I was living in his apartment, so breaking up meant that I had to find a new place to live.

I still haven't found a place to live yet, and soon I'll be facing the streets. I feel lonely and isolated, and I'm getting more depressed every day. I don't know what to do.

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The Homeless Housewife  

A LITTLE ABOUT ME,,,

Some people collect stamps, others collect recipes, my collection consists of stacks & stacks of words on paper. Words & the paper that holds them, have been my passion since my elementary school days. I acquired my first manual typewriter at the age of ten. I discovered then, that I seemed to have a talent for communicating my emotions and thoughts onto paper. My passion has persistently kept me company through out my life. Even when I had nothing else, through thick and thin, I have always carried my words with me. And whenever I felt the need, I would write. Writing has always somehow been a type of therapy for me. Whenever I experienced joy, or pain, or sadness, or a revelation, I would simply pull out my notebook and methodically put my thoughts down onto paper.

I have always lived by the motto that one has to be passionate about their work. It would be ideal to get paid to do something that I love to do. I would like to continue with my lifelong passion, and I came to the conclusion that working as a professional writer is something that would allow my creative expression to also be my income resource.

I've always been independent, not so much a loner, but more like I'm on the outside looking in. I could be in a crowd with hundreds of people around me and yet feel as if I don't quite belong. I hope to get the opportunity to share my thoughts with the world, one blog at a time. It's time for me to have fun and stop taking the world so seriously.

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Lo-Lo  

When feeling alone and hopeless say this:

                          "GOD HAS KEPT ME HERE FOR A REASON"

God has kept me here for a reason.  I survived because He has a plan for me.  All my bad relationships, the bad credit, the repossessions, the death of my loved ones, the back stabbing from my friends, the negative thoughts, or the lack of support; I made it because I am blessed!  I release and let go of all past hurts, misunderstandings and grudges because I am blessed!  I recognize them as the illusions they are, for God is all there is.  All else is a lie!  Now give yourself a hug, wipe your tears and walk in victory!!

I love you, but more appropriately God loves you best.  Be blessed and know that you are at one with The Spirit of The Living God!!!!

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LostLegend  

About LostWarrior

I'm what you call a hopeless romantic in the truest of senses... I left Maryland to find love out there because I couldn't find it locally and I started to see signs of my life slipping on my own. I went to Michigan to pursue a relationship with an interested woman and took my all there. Unfortunately, she eventually lost interest and became more interested in someone else, and I was given the boot to be left on the streets....

 Everyday I face potential homeless situations, but I want to find a woman I can hope to have a real chance at starting a new life. Even though I'm still fairly young, I want to be able to have a family of my own before I get too old. I come across too many women that would like that, but at the same time they would rather keep their past or current family goin than consider giving me one!

 I've tried trying to build things on my own, but it doesn't work for me this way and I can't emotionally stand being alone and single long enough for that to happen. Who wants to hire you when you cant have a decent address goin, or the transportation you'd need to support that compared to those who do? I want to build a new life, but I want someone to come home to for encouragement and keep the love I need to be strong and raise a successful family. I'm hopin it will happen this year soon.... 

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streetkid  

Looking for My Daddy

hello there my name is alisha hall i am looking for my father or anyone on his side please. his name is michael alexeander joslin he is approx. 40yrs old the last my mom saw him he was in springfield MO. he has an older brother named christopher joslin i was born on april.07.1988 my mom name is jolene hellen hall.i have been looking for sometime now just want him to know i am here and wanting to meet him.i am lost without him please help thank you.

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woman101  

About woman101

My problem is that i am unable to work right now.I have 2 kids by the same dad and he dont aknowledge them wats so eva,he is a dad beat dad`.My lights is going to be off tomorrow 11-17-09 .i dont know wat to do sometimes life is not worth livin and i am really gettin tired.NO income waitin to hear from my disiability its been 2 yrs now.Dont have no help from my family members i am tellin you if hell is worst then my life now boy o boy .son 7 daughter 5 .everytime i try 2 go a lil forward i always makin a couple of steps backwards.I always pray been doin it so i gave up cause my prayin is in vein.i live in a small town where their is no public transportation i dont have a vehicle so i always have to catch a ride and pay someone .sometimes i dont go shoppin cause of lack of transportation my kids and i have to make do with the lil we have.sometimes the only thing i do is cry all day just to think about my life how it is .So i have came to a point sometimes i feel like endin my life but i love my kids and dont wanna leave them.they wanna do stuff and i cant provide for them.its misable livin like this!!!!

 

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jax1  

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lonely girl  

About lonely girl

i am 19 and depressed with no where to live i do not no what to do i stay at peoples houses for a day or two but then i have no other chocie my mom and dad are gone and i have no other family

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lynniethepoohs  

About lynniethepoohs

I have suffered from Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Lupus for the past 3 years.  I lost my job at that time and am having a hard time keeping my home.  I am so lonely and sad; my own family (or what is left of it) doesn't understand me - they think I am exagerating my symptoms and that I surely must be having fun at home.  I have little friends because I have been bed-ridden for the past year.  Looking for a better 2009.  I have gone Holistic and have much improved - to the point that I am looking for a work at home job and some friends!  Would like to share my holistic experiences with you!!

 

 

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KEEPMYHEADUP  

Between me and you

here you can discuss anything you would like to without feeling your  being judged, it may just be somthing you need to discuss with someone and you don't want someone to know and this way no one knows because you don't know me and I don't know you .but at the same time you can get what ever it is off your shoulders.weither it be something that makes you feel bad ,or happy about"..... I am here to listen to you when no one else is.

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